Fighting Off Cakes,Cookies & Chocolate!!!?!?! =D

Felt pretty damm good when i woke up this morning..didnt eat anything after 6pm last night and am feeling the reward this morning ;) I had a 21st on last night but didnt end up going becuase it was a wednesday night and i didnt wanna binge after a hard days effort of resisting eating wedges & sour cream. Mmmmmm okay i work as a chef, if you didnt know that from my previous posts & such well now you know..i work with a chef who is 5 star trained in desserts, and omfg i love his food. his the bomb...but i hate it when he makes nice cakes!!! & his always saying how fat my ass is ;( damm. oh well elast he reminds me he could just not say anything then watch me explode at the sides. There is this lady at work and shes abit of a cougar, but not a very good looking one,lol, she preys on younger men and she wears these tight pants and you can see her g-string line..makes me sick. she has a huge stomach aswell..plus her hair cut dosnt help..it looks like a mushroom on her head lol lol!! im so mean but i love it ;p

Alright skinnies i need to find a subsitute for chocolate/cakes..i tried drinking hot milo..but milo is full of sugar. i have found these ice creams that are probly pretty fattening but have 300 cals..so if i eat that that is like one whole meal for the day for me and a snack lol..i try to eat frozen rasberries but i just want the taste of chocolate ;( help!

Do you know what is really weird, i can eat the same thing for months on end..i counted for 4 months straight i ate baked beans on 2 salada crackers with cream cheese for lunch every day and i friggen loved it so much i couldnt stop eating it, its not very fattening, and you can get low fat cream cheese..it sounds like a strange thing to eat..i kind of accidently just made it up one day and decided it tasted good and just kept eating it!!..but i did loose alot of weight, i mean that was my whole meal for the day plus a milo..not a very nutritional diet for anyone but i enjoyed eating it hhaha, plus it was summer so i was sweating alot and always walking around,shopping, lots of sexy time (LOL) and forgetting to eat..which is why i probly lost so much weight in the first place. I probly eat better now than i have ever did before becuase i care more about nutrients & vitamins.. i try to look after myself. sometimes. lol

So today gonna have a me day, going to pluck my eyebrows (cos waxing increases wrinkles on your face) shave my legs, paint my toe nails & fingers, get a hair chop, facial treatment & might go down to the local gym and get a spa massage, im in need of relaxation ;) then off to work to hang with my girls porscha & alexia..lucky we all work together! :D

Alrighty enough with my chattering, intake for today is:

b: 1 slice of wholemeal toast w. 1 scrambeled egg with chopped tomato,chives,low fat cheese,salt & pepper

l: garden salad w spinach,tomato,cucumber, baked chicken with tuscan spice & salt & pepper, laughing cow cheese

s: 1 weetbix or frozen yoghurt

d: - nothing again :D

Have a nice day my pretties ;)
xo

I eat numbers not food =D

Okayyy so this is me (look at those flabby arms, my legs are worse!) people think that the blonde girl in the picture on the right is me, but that is the image i find attractive in a girl..healthy,smiling and thin =D I hope no one from my town reads my blog lol, oh well you get that. i wish i was more skinnier, i cant help but count the caloric content in my head; everytime i eat something it has a number on it, i dont see food i see numbers. I keep letting myself down by eating rocky road, fuck WHY am i so addicted to sweet things & chocolate..sure it makes me feel happy for a moment but makes me miserable later. evil evil rocky road. Well on the positive side of things alexia and porscha are now my gym bum buddies hehe we have gym dates which is really good, i need some extra motivation to get my ass out of bed. i love them to bits, they are the most awesomest chicks you'll ever meet and we all want to loose weight. plus plus ++

also..

lexi was talking about these horse tablets?? not sure what they are but shes getting some and what they do is they highten your body temperature by 1 degree so it makes your body sweat and you loose a kilo a day, your sposed to stay on them for 3 weeks and then go off them cos your body builds up antibodies for them or soemthing..sounds abit iffy i dont wanna mess with tablets that are ment for horses, i dont want to have a heart attack either..but id friggen love to loose a kilo a day!! fuck yerr!

time to plan my meals today:

b: muesli w skim milk - 300 cals, its probly not but i like to overadd my cals so that if ive miscalculated somewhere ive made up for it, but im sure its like 200-250 cals ;)

l: 2 vita wheat crackers w. spinach,tomato,lauhghing cow cheese -lets say 250 cals to be safe

s: frozen yoghurt- 80 - 90 cals depending on brand & flavour

d: - nothingg. yepp lovin goin to bed on a empty stomach feel so good in the morning!!

well im off to do abit of shopping therapy!! i need some new clothes & stuff, new camera & gym clothes..gotta look good when i go to the gym- you know..i like to feel good when im wearing good clothes haha, even if its only the gym lol.

love you my little pretty skinnies, leave me comments i love you all!!
xx

Another Kilo Down!! yessss

I guess being harsh on yourself pays off, i weighed myself and im another kilo down!! But i noticed when i plateau i have to up my intake by a whopping 200 cals to get my metabolism moving, but i eat them extra calories early in the day! And i always drink a cup water before i go to bed so i need to pee in the morning..cos your body looses calories in your sleep..hence thats why i sleep so much; loose calroies, feel good and i dont need to eat/curves cravings. If i didnt have a job and a boyfriend and all that, i would constantly sleep all day long! lol So to keep up the effort i bought this kelloggs k-time bar to reward myself its only 126 cals a bar..usually ill have a weetbix but im in the need for something sweet today ;) oh, and feeling really good today, alot better than i have in a long time, but just because i lost a lil weight i still have to keep going, i cant over indugle myself too much in one day, or ill stack it on again.

Ooo0oh heres something that will help you my pretties, if you dont already use it, i suggest you do.its a kilojule to calorie converter..i just found myself at the supermarket looking to see if they had a calorie count on the side of the box, but everything is in kilojules, and if your like me and dont know the conversion rate in your head, go to this site and it converts it for you ;) its also handy to write the conversions down in a notebook and take it shopping so you know exactly what your buying and how many calories it is!!

Kilojule to Calorie converter:

http://http//www.unitconversion.org/energy/kilojoules-to-calories-nutritional-conversion.html

stay thin& gorgeous my little skinnies!!

write me comments!

xx

iPod Tunes For Ana

There you go some thinspo pics. Im in need today, as im having cravings! I hate food, it tricks you into eating it, and makes you think that your hungry.

Okay so went to the gym and i ate yoghurt before i went thinking if i eat i will just loose the calories..but actually the whole time i felt sick like i was going to purge and i got a stitch in my stomach and i had to stop. Oh well, it looks like im in for a lot of nanny naps to curve the cravings for food.

Here's some songs to put on your ipod, they remind me about ana, and eating. even though the words to the songs are about something else, i think that they are about eating, here they are:

Away- breaking benjamin

What lies beneath - breaking benjamin

I dont wanna be - gavin degraw

Halfway gone - lifehouse

I made it - kevin rudolf

Calling all skeletons - the alkaline trio

Broken Bones - birds of tokyo

Silhouettics - birds of tokyo

Fuck it - seether

Open fire (anas song) - silverchair

Heres some good music just to dance to while your at home, anything that burns calories is good,right??

Break your heart- Taio cruz

Burn it to the ground - nickelback

Give it all you got - Lil jon ft kree

Give it up to me - shakira ft lil wayne

Hatin on the club - rihanna

Just say so - brian mcfadden

Lets get crazy ( party rock mix)- cassie ft akon

Naturally- selena gomez *i love this song!! gets me movin!

Memories - david guetta ft kid cudi

World goes on - david guetta ft bruno mars ** i lovvvvvvvvve this song so much!!

Snakeskin- gyroscope

If you download these let me know if you liked them and ill put up some more, cos i have so much music..i like to curl in bed listening to my ipod when im feeling hungry.

Intake:

b: bacon & egg mcmuffin - 300 cals

l: yoghurt -92 cals

s: wildberry jols 5 cals

d: -

d: big mob of water ;)

Total: 397cals ( and im feeling the pressure of wanting to eat, but im gonna keep thin and not eat anymore im more than happy than that for an intake today!