Music for your eyes & ears :)

Helllooo my lovlies, so after my first post im getting back into this whole blog thing again,even changed the look of my blog :D

Soo0o im in melbourne at the moment,went shopping this morning..it was okay i suppose kinda had a win...most shopping trips end up with me almost in tears and mostly out of fustration becuase if it isnt the fake bubbly hot girls hitting on your boyfriend,its the fact that the sizes are so fucked up i cant find many things that properly fit me and it starts to get hot in the change rooms and it makes so0o0o0o0o0 ANGRY!..i might just be getting fatter but some times i can get into a 6 and other shops i cant even get into a size 12. its literally fucked!

Anyway im staying with my boyfriends family, just his 2 sisters live in this house..and his sister ashley who is 23 just totally shits me..she sounds like a boat foghorn and has no volume control of her voice and she just yells all day, its like shes stuck in permanent CAPS LOCK...when she was skinny a size 6 she was so quiete and really pretty and never said a word, now shes gained weight from pregnancy and has turned into a size 16 and shes just so fking loud,sometimes i wanna shoot her..good reverse inspo though..when i see her eating i just remind myself that i might end up like her and i put my food back down...she didnt just get fat becuase of pregnancy she just eats mcdonalds for every meal of the day and then wonders why her ass hangs out of her jeggings. geeesh.

Tonight i have mixed martial arts class on, and i went for a bike ride earlier and nearlly fell off into the street cos the seat was riding up my crouch it was make me wobble all over the place lol..it was hilarious..plus i was wearing stockings and i didnt want to rip them,instead id rather fall off the bike ( i have no idea where my logic comes from?)

But i also have a lot of catching up on glee and jerseylicious so im gonna stay up abit tonight.
Im really wanting to dye my hair,cos everytime i see a blonde chick i am so envious her there long blonde locks,i have long dark brown extensions in,kinda like the kim kardashian style but i just want blonde hair dammit! theres just something more feminine about blonde hair..not that im knocking brunettes becuase i am one,i just want to see if blondes do have more fun!

Today i ate:

b: 1 x wholemeal bread slice with 1 cup of hot baked beans

1xboost banana smoothie <<>

l: -
d: 1x small sushi wrap with tuna and advocado

drinks: 3 x 1L bottles iced water (helps burn calories)

I really need to get back into counting my calories,becuase its so out of wack right now. I used to be so educated about my calorie intake, but i let myself go. Evil evil food! And i feel so down for not having any self control for so long. Grrrrrr...its just so fustrating :(:( But i should think positive and pull myself out of bad eating habbits and get healthy :):):):)

Oh btw,heres some good songs to d/l im in love with these songs right now:

Pricetag- b.o.b feat jessie j

E.T. -katy perry

Rocketeer- far east movement

The show goes on- lupe fiasco

Take over control- Eva simmons

Invincible- Kelly rowland

Holy moly- Motorcade

Young blood- the naked & famous

Keep dancin on my own- robyn

The ballard of mona lisa- panic at the disco

Nieve- the kooks

So if you listen to any of these,let me know what ya think ;)

Or write your own down in the comment box,cos i always love hearing new stuff!

I'll put up some inspo up in my next post! pinky promise ;)

Talk to you soon my pretties!!

love you long timeesssssssssss xx